Got lots on the mind.

Denng. i got lots on my mind and im not trying to get stressed or nething. or i think i cant get stressed but my body is telling me its natural for humans to feel stressed but i just dont feel it. i guess im just not tryin to accept the fact. 1st of all ummm im really tired of my job and i wanna get out get out now. ive been wanted to quit for hella months now. but since my good friend and my cuzin's bestfriend got me the job and the company hella pressures him already i feel bad so i stayed. however Jo on the other hand. quit today and its just like wow. fuck i feel more stuck in this damm company becuase i dont want nando to trip . but sooner or later i have to break the news to him that i want out too. i mean im moving to another school/city. im kinda scared because i need to look for a place soon. and i have to pass all my classes. finals is around the corner, matter fact i got 2 finals this thursday! i dont have money for anything! i really want a new lens and flash for my camera but i cant afford it right now and have to learn to be fugal! fuck me! The girl friend still has to go through the readmitting process with her school and i hope she gets in however if and when she does where is she going to live? i wont be home and she cant live at 39 because her roomate is moving out... UGH? what to do with my life oh what to do? i need another vacation. havent took any cool pictures lately but heres some for pure random entertainment.